I want to blog.....

but I don't.........
I am not a writer! Period! Not a writer!  I am witty and funny in person (I have been told) but on paper I can't seem to let it out so I don't!  I read what my smart, witty and insightful friends write and I wish I could do that...but I can't!  So....I will just do what I can do.  I re-opened my blog so I don't know how many of your are still reading this but I am assuming no one is so I can write what I want :) 

Mostly I want it to be about my family and  my kids....they are who I am in life right now! I love them...they frustrate me.....they enthrall me.....they hurt me....and the guide me (isn't that what family is).

I have this amazing dad who came to my aide (not knowing he was) this week and helped me to see the journey for what it really is and why we are really here.  It surprised me that I never really saw this life for what it really is.  We focus so much on what we think we know and we forget to look at it from a completely different perspective.  He is amazing and I cherish everyday I get to have him in my life and my children's life and I hope he is here for a very long time.  I need him!!  Retirement has changed him....and he is the best he has ever been! I love him.......