I decided today that I am so grateful for the hours between 11:00pm and 7:00am. I am so tired. As I sat on the floor of the studio painting stools mint green and black I wondered about why I do what I do. I love the creative process and creating such a fun project for the kids to work on but I feel like I am killing myself in the process. I am mounting full scale musical in that small space, and though I love it, it really is hard and beginning to wear on me. I am scaling back the number of shows next year for sure. I also need to start looking more for children's musical and not so many big full sized musicals. I have been to think I am nuts!!
Tracy, his mom and dad, and my mom and dad have all been gone and that has adding to my stress so maybe I just need to relax and realize this one is almost over. I am so proud of the work most of the kids have put into the show. It is going to be fun and I hope they enjoy performing and their parents love watching. That really is all that matters.
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